Hasn't been a good year. Things dun go the way I hoped it to be~ Yet things turn for the worse~
Maybe to some no, but to me, Its terrible~ ½year gone, since it started. All the moments were perfectly sweet till now~ It seems to b a dream~ But the nightmare has juz begun. Do we take things for granted? Did we ever think abt it? I'm afraid out of 10, 9½ dun think. The other ½? Well, sometimes they do. I used to take ppl and things for granted, Yes I do. But after losing some ppl and things, I realised wat is the meaning behind the word cherish~
I do now, but still, I think wat I'm goin through now is bad karma I deserved. Heh~ Somethings is not up to u not to believe~ No matter who is reading this now~ Who knows how bad am I hurt? Numb. CID told mi, its not gonna b a good year for me~ Should I believe him? I do. I feel it in myself too. Been reflecting all things I've done and had happened. True enough, nothin has been goin my way. Wat more should I do? Put in more than wat I can afford to. Try to save the situation, but it got worse. Can I push the blame on anyone or anything? Duh... I dun think so.
Every life has its own story. Sad to say, Mine is a comedy yet a sad drama. Am not tryin to b a drama-mama~ If u ever think back, wats been goin through in yr life from yr earliest memories till now. U will list yr life in which genres? Mine is a sad comedy. Ha~
苦中作乐有你有我 有点暧昧 夜才不寂寞
努力的笑 笑到流泪 算不算快乐
两人世界 各自生活
让你飞向梦中的世界
留我独自伤悲